sunday toughts

sunday can be a good day
it doenst matter if outside looks miserable
all that matters is how it is inside you
feelings and toughts can change anything
if you are sad a sunny day can be ugly and boring.

what im trying to do is change my toughts and attitudes
i believe this can bring good things, it is what we call karma
there is no point to keep hating something
if you are not happy, you have to change something
and the first change starts with you, inside you.
happiness or sadness depends most of you, of your attitude

nothing comes easily in life
you have to do your best, you have to fight for those things that you believe
whats the point of life if you dont give your best?
it is important to have focus. yes it is.
but what should you do when you dont know exactly wich way you should take?
well, maybe you just have to make a choice and then try to make this choice work.
if it does not work, at least you tryied. better than pass your entire life thinking how this could have been...

all changes are hard, every single choice that you make will have a consequence.
but sometimes you should just go with the flow... and see what happens
when you are young it is easier to go with the flow and dont think twice before an atittude. or not.
is it all about age? or am i just paranoid because i will turn 30 very soon?
well, i dont think it is all about age,probably it has more to do with your personality... but the fact is when you are getting older you thing more about life's meaning and what you should do with your existence as a human being.
When is the rigth time to settle and make your own family?
When is the rigth time to find the job of your life that will make you feel like part of something big?
And everything depends only of you and your efforts or you need lucky in life?
how you can know if your choices will change the destiny or if it doesnt really matter because everything is already written?
a lot of questions, a lot of doubts. this is me in this momment. Fortunetly, one day i will look back to this time of my life and i will laugh and be proud of my choices.
But now all that I want is to make my time here worth.
Im nothing getting younger, im not sure about my choices, im not even sure about how i will feel tomorrow. But today is sunday and it looks misarable outside but inside me is everything all rigth, and i really wanna carry this positive atittude.
I will give my best on this.